It’s been a while since I posted anything, it actually looks longer than it actually is. The site got hacked and I could only find a backup from June time, so everything between then and now is lost. This post is just to summarise what has happened between then and now.
Between July and November I was in a vanilla type relationship. I now realise this was wrong of me, and am hunting for a Master again. My true position is still and always will be at the feet of a proper, free, man as his property. The vanilla relationship didn’t work out for a number of reasons but it did help to refocus me. The downside for me is that I did not behave as a Master would normally expect. I expect, given the size and severity of my discretions whilst in an inappropriate relationship a future Master will want to punish me for them, as such I have recorded the relationship in my punishment tracker and even considered running the punishment generator myself, but it’s getting a bit old now and needs to be updated. Plus many of the punishments on it need to be carried out by someone.
As I said, I am now refocused and to help keep me that way I have arranged for the female friend who looked after my chastity key before to do so again. She will not give it to anyone other than a permanent or temporary Master so I am locked until I find one. She just holds the key, nothing more. As a thank you I agreed to give her my seedpod device to use on her husband, so I’m currently locked in just a cb-6000. It’ll do until and if a new Master wants me in something more secure. I am also reviewing the un-owned rules in order to make them harsher, remove loop holes and to make them keep me on track.
For the past 4 weeks or so I haven’t been very well really, nothing major it turns out just a really bad bug that I couldn’t shake. I’ve been off work on and off since I picked it up. It means that I’ve not been able to sort anything out with potential Masters though. I even went as far as hiding my profiles. I’ve been feeling 100% for the last week or so and look forward to starting my hunt again. I’m off work for the next 2 weeks, so it’s a good time to do so.